I have moved to a new account
(well, its not new exactly
I made it for my stop motions)
the reason for this is simply that I do not like the username 'AThousandLies'
I hate it ><
so
~aNightattheRoses
I think right now I can say in complete honesty, I hate women who do not suffer period pains. Of course, not hate in a way that means I want to afflict them with the horrific twisting and tearing sensation within oneself. I hate them in the bitter envious way because I do not think it at all fair that I should writhe and groan and cry a hideous amount for five to seven days a month when they do not. This is all because I have spent about an hour lying on the sofa with frozen vegetables pressed against my lower abdomen, womb-y groin-y area trying to numb the pain. The look on my brother's face when I pulled the frozen broad bean bag from the freezer was quite a picture. I am quite glad that he was not there when, after having practically defrosted the beans, I went back to change them for the mixed veg.
Why do pain killers not kill pain fast enough? It is just cruel and sadistic. I want relief and comfort, not to have to lie on the sofa for almost an hour with frozen food stuffs held against said pained area waiting for them to work. Truth be told, they are still not working. The numbness is ebbing away and I feel the tight, ripping agony again.
I also hate people of the male variety that say things like 'what's the big deal? It's only a bit of blood.' This drives me mad. Why can they not comprehend that when a person bleeds they hurt and when they bleed for extended periods of time for no other reason than they are women, it is torturous and excruciating?
Curse this female body.